| Location | Nottingham |
| Age | 0 |
| Date of Birth | 4/2007 |
| Date of Death | 4/2007 |
| Visitors | 1,983 since 15/01/2008 |
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On sunday 1st April 2007 I was 23 weeks pregnant with a much wanted little man, who i'd
nicknamed Peanut as he looked just like a monkey nut on my scans and I didn't really want Kyle
to be called Monkey. I was living in Mansfield at the time but had been staying with my mum and
mamma in Netherfield for the weekend. (thank god). At around 1ish I went to the toilet and
noticed I was bleeding, I'd had bellyache all morning but thought that was all it was, Kyle was
my first and i'd assumed I couldn't have children. We called an ambulance and my Auntie
came with me to Queens Medical Centre as my mum had gone to my sisters that morning. On the ride to
the hospital I was getting severe pains but i didn't know it was labour. On arrival I was
taken and examined by a doctor who also listened to my babys heartbeat which was thankfully beating
so strong yet they told me they were sorry but I was 10cm dialated and there was nothing they could
do for me or kyle
I was taken to the delivery suite and my mum and my husband (although we were seperated) turned up.
I kept refusing to push cos no way was my little man coming out unless they were going to save him.
There was some confusion with my date and the nurses kept saying he was to early, luckly they rang
Kings Mill hospital in Mansfield who told them I was a day futher than they thought. Next thing
they brought back the incubator and baby doctors and Kyle was born at 15.57 that day weighing
528grams which is 1lb 2oz.
Kyle was taken to the neonatal unit and after a while we all went to see him, he was so tiny yet so
perfect. Kyle was on a ventilator with tubes everywhere and he was forever wriggling about. For 2
weeks my little peanut fought on, although we had some terrifying moments inbetween. but we also had
some good days and he even had a feeding tube some days so he could get 2mil of my milk every 2 hrs.
Sadly on Sunday 15th April 2007 Kyle could not fight anymore, and was taken off the ventilator and
brought to me so I could hold him for the very first time. At 21.30 Kyle went to sleep in my arms.
He was just to young and his tiny little body had had enough.
I have since found out that due to treatment i received from Kings Mill Hospital for abnormal smear
tests, it has been said that I should have been monitored closelly through my pregancie yet that
never happened.
I cant than Queens Medical Centre enough for everything the staff and especially Professor Marlow
who did everything he could to help me and my little man!
Jenny I spoke to Claire for the first time yesterday in a few years and she told me about Kyle and how gorgeous he was and said I could find his tribute here. I just had to say how sorry I am about your loss. but so pleased to here about harvey. hope to meet up again soon. take care Jen
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Hi Peanut, sorry not wrote for a while but i have not got a comp anymore. Just letting you know I still miss and think about you constantly. Promise i will be up soon, lots and lots of love and kisses baby love mummy. x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x x
Hello my little angel!
Hey baby.
Hope everything in heaven is ok?
Still missing you as much as the moment you left us!
Only if you could see your younger brother. He's 1 next month and my days you would be what... 2 and half now!!!! That has gone too fast baby. Not be long now until i come and see you. Keep playing on cloud 9 and watching over us all.
Love you lots like jelly tots
Love caroline xxxxxxxxxxxx
Hey darling,
Hello my little angel... Hope you are okay in heaven haven't wrote in a while with no access to the internet. Missing you so much and i will be up next week to see you. Love you and miss you millions... Love caroline xxxxxxxxxxx
p.s i have a new job now and i hope your looking down on me and bringing me the most possible of luck sweetheart. Love you ;)
Love you darling!x
Hey darling
hope everything is ok up in heaven...
Still missing you lots and wish you was here.
Theres not a day that goes by where i dont think about you!
Haven't been up in a while or wrote on your wall.
So that you know me and harvey came to see you on your anniversary and gave you some flowers.
Imagine if you were here Kyle.
Life would have been great.
I can imagine pushing you around in one of them dead cute boys bikes.
Oh kyle, I wish you were here to see your little brother too! He's getting a big boy now.
I love you so much baby and hope your happy in heaven with all them other little children.
I'll write again soon and ill be up to make sure everythings ok too!
Love and miss you dearly
Love caroline
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HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY LITTLE MAN X X
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KYLE HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX SLEEP TIGHT LITTLE MAN LOVE GEMMA X X X
Happy birthday
WOW happy birthday babe.... 2 today! I wish you was here so we could celebrate it with you. We're all coming up today so don't worry, you will have some pressies off people.
I can't believe its been 2 years since you were born... They have been the fastest 2 years of my life.
Me, mummy, harvey, Mammar and big mammar are coming to see you today. It will be the first time that harvey has been up. It will be the first time he will see his big brothers resting place.
Give us a bit of sunshine darling to help make this a happy day as it is your birthday, we decided we don't wanna mourn it.
Two weeks today will be the date of your death so we will be mourning then. Hope your okay baby and hope them angels bought you everything you have wanted.
Love you lots darling and see you later.
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You'll never be forgotten
Miss you!
I look in the sky at night
looking for a star that shines bright
Sometimes your there and sometimes your not
But you'll never be forgot.
In the day i go into dreams
Even if the sun has the smallest of beams
All i think is that you could be with us
But sometimes that dream is a big fuzz.
I know you're in heaven an want to be here
Sometimes my heart beat is all i can hear
if you stayed with us you would have been walking
Never mind walking you'd nearlly be talking.
Playing in the park and feeding the ducks
Getting all your clothes covered in muck
But them memories aren't here as you died so young
And in heaven a new life for you has begun.
I wish you was here to give you a kiss
Cos for the rest of my life its you that ill miss
I want to snuggle and cuddle you
To make make you happy when you're feeling blue.
I talk to you when im alone
And shivers run through my bones
I know you can hear me and it makes me cry
The only things is i hate saying bye.
So I look in the sky at night
looking for a star that shines so bright
Sometimes your there and sometimes your not
But i promise you this you'll never be forgot.
Missing you madly...
Hey baby.... hope everything is ok up there for you! Missing you terribly and ther aint a day that goes by i dont think about you.
You little brother is a gem, Only if you was here to see him.
You would be walking around now playing with all your toys and causing havoc for mummy. :(
It wasnt that long ago now that i came to visit you. I made sure all your teddy's and that was alright.
Your 2 in a months time... I cant believe how quick its gone kyle. :(
It only seemed a few months ago you was 1 and now 2...
Ill be up again soon baby and hopefully mummy will be coming too!
Miss you and love you so much.
Love Caroline
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missing you
Happy New Year Peanut!!!!! Another year has passed without you, I still miss you so much Kyle. I am coming up to see you soon I Promise. Harvey has your eyes and mouth so at least i Know you would of looked like me. I love you so much baby. see you soon lots and lots of love and kisses mummy x x x x x x
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